I'm just so done with everything today. And I dont really think that Im depressed, I think Im scared mixed with apathetic. I have so much that I need to do with my life in the next few months that I just want to give up and not try anymore. I just want to curl up in bed and do nothing forever. Its been 2 years and I havent lost jack shit for weight. Its been 7 years and I will only now, this winter, be getting my associate's degree. I'm just so done with everyone and their bullshit. I feel like I can't stand anyone anymore, even myself. I'm just done. Done. Its Friday afternoon on a three-day weekend and I don't have jack shit to do but clean my house and go food shopping. And its not because I have nothing to do, there's nothing worth doing and I don't want to do anything. I just want to heave a big sigh and make everything go away. I wish I could attribute this to missing a med dosage or hormones but its neither. I dont even want to make dinner tonight. I want to do nothing.
These doujinshi will soon be going to eBay for a higher price if they do not sell. I'm selling them for much less than I bought them for!
I'm not gonna say never again but....
OMG. Just watched Hellsing OVA V. About 5 minutes into it I decided to take notes, and it was such a good idea. So here's my review on this OVA, since I did one for IV. Also, if anyone needs a download link, there are a few up at hellsing , as well as a link for 175 very clear screen caps in a download. And I finally need to put in my two cents on Walter and his move to Millennium.